Ink before dawn [Part 3]
In the hustle and bustle of the docks, Belle went about her daily ways, the sounds of the birds landing and sqawking while they fasted on the scraps of fish being tossed aside. The laugher of the people trading woth the merchants that had docked. Her basket hooked on her arm and her thoughts with the man who seemed to light her ways in the words he leaves. Hearing her name she stopped and turned around only to see a young boy run with something in his hand, the blue ribbon she caught right away. A smile gleaming from ear to ear. Handing him a cookie she took the letter and sent him on his way.
Finding an empty bench at the edge of the dock she carefully opened the letter and catching the gem. Her eyes danced with the way the sun would hit it. Bringing it to her lips she held it close while she read the letter.
Once finished she folded it up and leaned back once again closing her eyes as she imagined the scene he laid before her on the cliff. The flashing to the boy he once was and wondered who he was now. Pulling out a scroll she decided to teat fate once again and began to write using the bench to press against.
Im so thankful you were able to receive my letter, I was unsure that it would ever touch your hands. The God’s saw that it did, so im trying once again. Thank you for the gem, I will cherish it and keep it close to me at all times, when I lose my breath in my lungs I will clench it in my hands for it to never leave me.
I nae know of the man nor the boy but im beginning to know of the one who is writing me, and nothing that you’ve done or storms you’ve mastered could change the person in my eyes that sits and writes me. I’ve often pictured you sitting there at your desk, your face lightened by the candle thar burns fiercely beside you. If only I meet this man who has letter by letter given me reason for hope. A reason to smile. As I hope ive done for you.
Tell me of our first meeting, give me that, I beg of you
Yours through the dancing rays of light when you look upon the sun,
Belle
Rolling the letter and placing but a dark lilac ribbon around it. And set out to search for the boy whom delivered hers. As she found him she gave him the letter and a few coin. “Please give this to the man you recieved it from and hopes that the God’s take it the rest of the way’ she patted his head and went about to the bakery lost in her newly found dream land
He had been writing, yes—but these past days, the words refused to obey him. Each letter scratched across the page felt lifeless, unworthy. Crumpled pages gathered at his feet, rolling like driftwood across the wooden floor of his cabin as the sea rocked him gently. They whispered among themselves like quarrelsome ghosts: fragments of longing, of dreams too fragile to bear the weight of ink.
She had begged for a letter. A simple thing, really. How could he deny her such a tender plea? And yet, the tremble in his hand betrayed the storm within. Would he survive her silence—if silence came? Could his heart weather that particular kind of tempest?
Still… hope had crept in. Slow at first, shy like moonlight on dark water. He dared to dream. He saw her there on the dock, dress billowing in the salt-heavy breeze, one hand shielding her eyes, the other raised in joy. A smile—yes, he imagined that most of all. That she would be glad he had returned. Was that not the secret yearning of every sailor? That someone waits?
In the rich tapestry of his longing, she did not stand alone. No. In time, perhaps, a small figure would appear beside her. A child—his child—eyes wide, heart innocent. Or more than one. A family. A future.
And yet… what did he have to offer them? A purse heavy with ill-gotten gold, perhaps. But honor? A name that might be carried with pride? No. His deeds were shaded in smoke and blood. He was no hero of tales, no merchant of virtue. He was a thief. A pirate. A wretch cloaked in charm, living off the misfortune of others and calling it necessity.
Still, he wrote. Because in those scattered scraps, in those ghostly quarrels of paper, lay the one fragile hope that love might still anchor him to something pure.
My dancing ray of light,
I have begun this letter more times than I dare count. A thousand times, perhaps more. Because this letter… it could change everything. What if you already know who I am? What if your next words carry sorrow or anger? The fear of that has held my hand still for longer than I care to admit.
And yet, these letters—these quiet confessions sent across—they have been my lifeline. They linked me to something beautiful in a world I’ve long wandered without anchor. Like a single flower pushing through refuse to reach the sun, you reminded me what it is to feel warmth again. How could I ever deny the plea of the one I now carry in my thoughts like a flame?
So here it is. The truth, or as close as I can bring myself to write.
We met only briefly in Hjartaskjold, a village small enough that you’d think the world paused when you laughed. And for me, it did. In that sliver of time, not only did I see you. I found in this village a friend. One who remains, to this very moment, the most cherished I’ve known.
Belle, I have not had an easy life. Since boyhood, I’ve carved my path alone, salvaging meaning from hardship. And yet… when I think of you, I understand why some might see me as unworthy. Why even I sometimes do.
But still—I hope.
Your lilac ribbon is tied to the key of my cabin. It’s a simple thing, but every night as I slip inside, it reminds me that beneath the same star-scattered sky walks someone who has stirred something better in me. Someone who makes me want to be worthy.
And that someone is you.
Yours—no matter the tides, A man learning how to hope again
Crows Murder 
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