An End to a new Beginning

  • Words to live by

    Some quotes from the scrolls, that are deeply valued by myself. I believe that these truly give meaning to the Mastery or Slavery in Gor. Even though I might be a killer, uncaring and calculated some things are undoubtedly part of who I am. “Do you know, ultimately,” I asked, “who will prove to be

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  • Relationships

    In my past there have been all kind of relationships, that were important to me. The first my parents, my brothers and sisters, of course. But later even a companion and my own children. I even had friends, people I felt a bond with and people who I trusted. When my companion and children were killed,

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  • Slave values

    The value of a slave isn’t that hard to measure. She is allowed to be at your feet or she is to be sold or killed. There is not much in between. Perhaps a slaver might have shades of grey when it comes to slaves, but for me there isn’t. I don’t want to busy

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  • Ranks

    Never have I felt that I needed to have some sort of rank, to know who I was or what I was about. When I was approached to be Lieutenant I was honoured, perhaps in a way felt acknowledged for what I did in training those that were in the guild. I have taken it

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  • Revenge

    No Killer will admit it as it is one of those emotions that might trouble ones view on facts, still I can feel it at times. The sweetness of just settling the score, making someone pay for doing you harm. It is one of those emotions that I hardly feel, but ever since I heard

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  • Honor

    Some might think that I am just a killer, having no claim on a homestone and therefor live a life without honor. I doubt it is true, that honor is based on a vow one makes to a home or even a caste. Much depends on how a man is, perhaps was raised and lives.

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  • Raven becomes a killer

    Eventhough I am aware that what I do isn’t for glory or fame, I feel this sense of pride. Certainly when one of the candidates that come have this promise and finaly when they reach the end you are sure that what you saw was true. A note … that this lad is finaly a

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  • Possessions

    After a hard life, where I had everything and lost everything within the blink of an eye, I promised myself never to get in that position again. No obligations to others, just me and the caste I serve. I have worked hard to maintain myself, trained with the best and killed even my best friend

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  • Starting a black book

    After giving his own girl the assignement to keep a journal he muses that it might be good to keep his own. He was getting older and on some days he felt that life passed him by without taking the notion as he had done so many years before. This book will contains his musings, his assignements, his poems

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