An End to a new Beginning

  • Schuldig (part 1)

    This is the last episode of the killer known as Crow … Crow tortured by the feelings that had washed over him the past weeks, had left Ayr without telling anyone about his departure. It wouldn’t be forever, he had justified himself. The sale of his slave sparrow, the feelings that the lady Eve in…

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  • Using rank

    Most know the lonely killer, lurking in the shadows. The one that doesn’t sit down for pleasant conversations about the weather or the new bought slave. They have this tendency to only be there, listening and observing while others seem to busy them selves with things of ordinary life.  This vision of a killer, might suit me when you encounter…

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  • Killing with respect

    Perhaps it is hard to understand that a man such as I is able to kill, even though the mark might be very well someone I admire or respect. It doesn’t bring me doubt, it doesn’t make me pause, however it does make me wish to go at perhaps a greater length to make it honourable…

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  • Fear

    Emotions are things we learn to control, to place somewhere deep where they won’t show or play a part in how we conduct ourselves.  I am sure many people wonder if Killers still feel since there is hardly anything showing. How little do they know of the constant battle that many killers fight when they…

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  • Words to live by

    Some quotes from the scrolls, that are deeply valued by myself. I believe that these truly give meaning to the Mastery or Slavery in Gor. Even though I might be a killer, uncaring and calculated some things are undoubtedly part of who I am. “Do you know, ultimately,” I asked, “who will prove to be…

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  • Relationships

    In my past there have been all kind of relationships, that were important to me. The first my parents, my brothers and sisters, of course. But later even a companion and my own children. I even had friends, people I felt a bond with and people who I trusted. When my companion and children were killed,…

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  • Slave values

    The value of a slave isn’t that hard to measure. She is allowed to be at your feet or she is to be sold or killed. There is not much in between. Perhaps a slaver might have shades of grey when it comes to slaves, but for me there isn’t. I don’t want to busy…

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  • Ranks

    Never have I felt that I needed to have some sort of rank, to know who I was or what I was about. When I was approached to be Lieutenant I was honoured, perhaps in a way felt acknowledged for what I did in training those that were in the guild. I have taken it…

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  • Revenge

    No Killer will admit it as it is one of those emotions that might trouble ones view on facts, still I can feel it at times. The sweetness of just settling the score, making someone pay for doing you harm. It is one of those emotions that I hardly feel, but ever since I heard…

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  • Honor

    Some might think that I am just a killer, having no claim on a homestone and therefor live a life without honor. I doubt it is true, that honor is based on a vow one makes to a home or even a caste. Much depends on how a man is, perhaps was raised and lives.…

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