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A Choice of Trust

Posted in Avarra, Black Caste, Black Ember Port on September 17, 2026 by crow1971

[01:16:42] Crow (melchior.wardell) entered the compound quietly, his attention immediately settling on Kazoo. He did not approach the sleen directly. Trust, he had learned, was easier to build when the beast was given a choice. Today, however, he needed answers. The injury needed proper examination, and the old collar beneath Kazoo’s fur had raised more questions than it had answered. He stated “Heel.” as he spotted the Sleen in hope the command was known.

[01:18:38] Kazoo had slept badly, curled deep within the straw of the shed as old memories stalked his dreams. Creaking timber. Salt. Iron bars. Men shouting. For a time Kazoo was back aboard the ship, trapped within his cage as the sea tossed it violently about, until came the crack of timber, freezing water and the terror of the wreck. He woke with a violent snarl, all six legs scrambling beneath him as his jaws snapped at bars that were no longer there. Only straw. The shed. The morning. His breathing gradually slowed, though the sharp musk of an agitated sleen filled the little shelter. Something pressed against his neck beneath the thick fur. The old collar. Kazoo twisted his head, teeth flashing as if he might somehow bite the hated thing from himself. He had escaped the cage and survived the shipwreck, yet still wore another creature’s claim around his throat. Then a voice reached him. “Heel.” Kazoo froze. His head turned slowly toward Crow, nostrils widening as he caught the man’s scent. The word was known. Somewhin that old life, someone had taught the beast exactly what it meant. A low, displeased rumble rolled from his chest. For several Ihn he simply stared at Crow, almost daring him to repeat it. Then, grudgingly, Kazoo crawled from the straw and moved toward him with that low six-legged gait, stopping close enough to technically obey. His flat head lifted toward the man, lips curling just enough to expose the tips of his fangs. He remembered the command. That did not mean he had to like the one giving it.

[01:23:27] Crow (melchior.wardell) remained still as Kazoo emerged from the straw, watching the beast rather than the collar he so clearly despised. The command had reached something buried deep within him. He noticed. His gaze moved briefly over the sleen’s posture, the uneven weight on his injured side, the tension beneath his fur. Then back to those exposed fangs. “Good.” He did not reach for him. Instead, Crow turned and walked slowly toward the training pit, trusting the command rather than forcing the beast to follow.

[01:36:27] Kazoo grunted a little. He followed a few paces behind, stopping every now and then to steal a snap at the air or some urt running by. Simply because he wanted to, not because he was hungry. He was thinking he could run at Crow’s legs for a few moments but this passed. Only just. Pain won through over the simple need to want to kill everyone or everything in sight. Then came the training pit. The cages. The weird spiky objects in the corner. The beast froze. He growled and thumped his tail again. If Crow thought he was going in there – he really should think again. His whole posture changed.. Snarls, head moving from side to side

[01:38:43] Crow (melchior.wardell) stood in the center near the crates that held livestock. He stopped and reached to one of the crates with two vulo’s. Letting them out so the sleen could take them. He waited, his hands deliberately visible and away from the whip. “You’ve already decided I am not your enemy.” A faint tilt of his head. “Let’s see if you can decide I’m worth trusting.” He took one step backward into the pit himself, never taking his eyes from Kazoo. “And if you behave…” The faintest trace of amusement touched his voice. “…you may even keep all six legs today.” As he moved toward the edge of the training pit and stopped, leaving plenty of space between himself and the sleen. “Come on. You eat. ” His hand remained away from the whip. Only after Kazoo had entered the pit would he need the next part. From another pouch he quietly prepared a small dart, keeping it hidden for now. The sedative would not harm the beast. It would simply make him slightly dazed long enough for Crow to examine the injury and, if Kazoo allowed it, finally investigate that mysterious collar. Crow watched the sleen carefully. “Trust me just this once.” A faint dry smile touched his face. “I promise the food is considerably better than an urt.” He noted the gaze towards the cages and he shook his head “Those aren’t for you.” he stated as if he could read the animals mind.

[01:44:50] Kazoo remained planted outside the pit, six legs stiff beneath him as his head swung from Crow to the cages and back again. The growl never quite stopped. He remembered this man. Remembered his scent, his voice and that he had been near him before without bringing pain. That counted for something in the simple, suspicious workings of the sleen’s mind. But cages counted for something too. Cages meant ships. Iron. No escape. His tail struck the ground once with an angry thump. Then the vulos fluttered loose. Kazoo’s head snapped toward them instantly, jaws opening slightly as instinct wrestled with memory. Crow had entered the pit himself. He had not reached for the whip. He had not tried to force Kazoo inside. The sleen snorted heavily, almost as if deeply offended by the entire arrangement. Slowly, one paw crossed into the pit. Then another. His body followed low to the ground, all six legs carrying him forward with deliberate caution, though his eyes kept flicking toward those cages. He stopped just inside and stared at Crow for several Ihn. Trust him? Perhaps. Eat? Definitely. Suddenly he exploded forward after one of the vulos, jaws snapping for it with considerably more enthusiasm than was necessary. If Crow wanted him in the pit, then Crow could watch what happened to things foolish enough to run from a sleen. Adds that of course he was lumbering like he was still in pain on one side!

[01:50:01] Crow (melchior.wardell) watched Kazoo cross into the pit, noting immediately the way the beast favoured one side. The pain had not escaped him, despite Kazoo’s determination to pretend otherwise. Then the vulos moved. He barely had time to follow the motion before Kazoo launched himself after it, the sudden burst of speed made considerably less impressive by the uneven hitch in his gait. It amused him. “Of course.” He folded his arms, watching the sleen make short work of his chosen prey. “You can barely walk properly, but apparently that is no obstacle when something decides to fly.” He waited until Kazoo had finished before producing another piece of meat. He tossed it deeper into the pit, away from the cages. “Eat.” His gaze remained on the injured side. “And then you are going to let me look at that leg. You may growl.” The faintest smirk. “You may glare.” He reached slowly toward his pouch, keeping the movement deliberate and visible. “But you are not biting me again.”

[01:58:10] Kazoo had caught the vulo eventually, injury or not, crushing it between those enormous jaws with absolutely no concern for manners. He was a beast, after all. What did Crow expect? When the other meat was tossed deeper into the pit, Kazoo’s head turned to follow it before his gaze shifted slowly back to the man. No. That was already dead. Where was the fun in that? With what could almost be called an insultingly dismissive look, the sleen lowered himself right where he stood instead, stubbornly refusing to move another step. His lips pulled back to bare his fangs at Crow, eyes dropping briefly to the man’s bandaged hand. He remembered that. Remembered the scent and taste of the blood he had drawn. His attention sharpened when Crow’s hand moved toward the pouch. Nothing escaped the sleen’s notice now. Kazoo’s head shot forward with a vicious snap of his jaws, not quite close enough to bite, but certainly close enough to make his opinion clear. Whatever Crow was reaching for, Kazoo had already decided that if he didn’t like it, the man’s other hand might soon require a matching bandage.

[02:04:38] Crow (melchior.wardell) stopped the instant Kazoo’s jaws snapped toward him. He did not retreat, but neither did he make the mistake of reaching closer. His eyes dropped briefly to those teeth, then to the sleen’s injured side. “Message received.” Slowly, he withdrew his hand from the pouch and held it where Kazoo could see it. “You don’t want me touching you. Yet.” He crouched slightly, keeping his posture relaxed. “But that leg needs attention, and pretending otherwise will not make it heal.” He glanced toward the meat Kazoo had ignored. “Stubborn.” A faint smirk. “I can work with stubborn.” He reached into the pouch again, this time deliberately revealing the small dart before placing it on the ground between them. “No tricks.” His gaze returned to Kazoo. “This will make you sleepy. Nothing more. You will wake up with the same number of teeth, legs, and opinions.” He nudged the dart slightly with one finger. “And I will finally be able to see what happened to you. You decide when.” He then sat back on his heels, making no further attempt to approach. He was willing to wait and quite certain that when it came to patience, his own training on that subject had been thorough. “I have all the time.” He was very much aware that all the words were hardly understood, but it was how he comforted the animals in his care. Make them feel as if they were still in charge of all what was important.

[02:18:54] Kazoo grunted at him as he retreated his hand from the pouch. Kazoo had won. Momentarily. When Crow reached into it again, another growl rolled from deep within the sleen’s chest. Most of the man’s words meant nothing to him, but two caught his attention. Dart. Sleep. He wanted neither. He had only just woken up! His tail slammed against the ground as he stared at the little object Crow placed between them. Kazoo’s head lowered, nostrils working as he sniffed cautiously in its direction without getting any closer. Sleep meant vulnerability. Cages. Waking somewhere he had not chosen to be. No. His ears flattened and his gaze shifted from the dart to Crow, then back again. Yet the man wasn’t advancing. That confused him. Kazoo gave another irritated snort before deliberately stretching his injured leg out in front of himself, almost seeming to acknowledge the very thing Crow wanted to examine. Then his jaws opened in a wide display of teeth. Look all you wanted from over there. Coming closer was an entirely different matter.

[02:28:04] Crow (melchior.wardell) studied the sleen in silence. The extended leg was not surrender, but it was something. His eyes moved carefully over the limb without advancing. “Better.” He left the dart exactly where it was. “You understand more than you pretend to.” He shifted slightly, lowering himself so he was less imposing, his gaze remaining on the injured leg. “I won’t take your choice away. But if you show me the leg, I’ll respect the offer.” Of course he was no fool. The animal had given him little choice. He could not approach it let alone touch it and yet that was exactly what was needed to see that things would be addressed. He could enforce it. Use rope to restrain the animal but he wanted to build trust and with it that meant patience. Letting the animal know that he wouldn’t back down, but also not force it to something it did not wish or was meant to. It is why Hecate was so damned loyal and well behaved. The bond of trust had been a slow process but it had been forged almost like iron. Crow very much aware that it was still a sleen with natural instincts just as he was. He waited, making no attempt to touch Kazoo. “I might be able to help you with that leg … but you should allow me to touch you … ” he started the negotiation, for as far the sleen understood such.

[02:35:03] Kazoo kept his head low, eyes fixed upon Crow as that growl continued to rumble deep within his chest. He did understand. Perhaps not every word, but tone, posture and intent were things a beast knew well. Slowly, Kazoo shifted his weight onto his other legs and lifted the injured paw from the ground, holding it awkwardly before him. His head dipped once toward Crow, almost a nod, though the warning rumble never stopped. It was as close to permission as the stubborn sleen was willing to give. He would allow the man nearer. Perhaps even allow him to touch the injured limb. His eyes flicked pointedly toward the pouch, however, then back to Crow as his lips twitched away from his fangs. The message was equally clear. The paw was offered. Trust was being tested. But if that dart came back out of the pouch, negotiations were very definitely over.

[02:39:07] Crow (melchior.wardell) noticed the pointed glance toward the pouch and gave the faintest nod. “Understood.” Slowly, he reached into the pouch but deliberately pulled out a clean cloth instead. The dart remained where it was. He moved closer, one careful step at a time, stopping well short of crowding Kazoo. “Good choice.” He lowered himself beside the offered paw, studying it before making contact. His fingers moved carefully over the fur around the injury, testing for heat and swelling without pressing directly on the wound. His gaze remained on the sleen’s face. “You gave me your trust. I won’t spend it foolishly.” He gently examined the paw, searching for anything embedded, broken, or badly swollen. “And after I see what you’ve done to yourself…” The corner of his mouth lifted. “…we’ll discuss that collar.” he would look about himself seeing there was fresh water. “Now I first need to clean your fur to truly see how bad it is.” he would again move slowly. Building trust was to allow the animal to see what he did and to read the intentions behind it.

[02:48:50] Kazoo grunted, a sharp hiss escaping him when Crow took the offered paw and began examining it. Pain was hardly new to the sleen, but allowing someone close enough to find its cause certainly was. His head remained low, eyes following every movement of Crow’s hands while a warning growl vibrated steadily in his throat. The sight of the dart earlier stirred older memories of being owned, handled and caged. Kazoo shook his great head irritably, making the tight collar shift beneath his fur and that strange little compartment attached to it knock softly against his neck. A fly chose that moment to buzz past his nose and his jaws snapped after it with a vicious crack before his attention immediately returned to Crow. The paw was swollen and tender. Whether it had come from the fight with Hecate, striking the stalls, or something else entirely was lost somewhere in the blur. Since escaping that cage on the wrecked ship, Kazoo had done little more than survive as he had for many years before it. When Crow’s fingers found a particularly sore place, the paw jerked instinctively in his grasp and Kazoo’s lips peeled back from his fangs. Yet he didn’t bite. Instead, after a moment, he reluctantly offered the paw again, watching Crow closely as if to say he had exactly one more chance.

[02:57:22] Crow (melchior.wardell) felt the paw jerk beneath his fingers and immediately eased the pressure, making no attempt to hold it in place. The flash of teeth earned only a calm glance.“There.” His voice remained quiet. “I found it.” He waited as Kazoo reluctantly offered the paw again, then resumed his examination more gently, working around the swelling rather than forcing the sore point. “Bruised. Swollen. I don’t feel a break.” His thumb moved carefully along the limb, testing the joints one at a time.“You’ve been walking on this far too long.” He glanced briefly toward the collar as it shifted beneath the fur, the small compartment making a faint sound against the metal. His attention returned to Kazoo. “And you’ve been carrying that for longer than you’ve been carrying this injury.” He released the paw rather than keeping hold of it. “One problem at a time.” A faint smirk. “Today, we start with the leg.” He reached for the clean cloth, leaving the dart completely untouched.“You didn’t bite me. I’ll consider that progress.” with the wet cloth he slowly started to clean the fur so he could see if the pain was still from a wound that still needed to be closed.

[03:09:56] Kazoo watched Crow release the paw and gave a low grunt, almost approving of the fact the man hadn’t tried to hold him. Progress worked both ways, apparently. When the wet cloth approached, Kazoo immediately lowered his head, nostrils flaring as a growl began again, but he kept the paw where it was. The first touch made his muscles tense. As Crow cleaned away the dirt and dried blood tangled through the fur, the cause became clearer. A cut ran across the thick pad of the paw, not terribly deep but angry and swollen from being walked upon, and buried near one edge was a small splinter of wood. Kazoo hissed when the cloth passed over it and his jaws opened threateningly, head turning toward Crow’s hand. Still, he didn’t bite. Not yet. Instead his claws dug into the ground and he endured another pass of the cloth before giving Crow a look that suggested his patience was not limitless. His head shook again, making the little compartment upon his collar rattle against the metal. That seemed to irritate him almost as much as the paw did. He snapped uselessly toward his own neck before settling again with a disgruntled huff. Crow had been permitted to find the problem. Fixing it, however, might require considerably more negotiation.

[03:16:49] Crow (melchior.wardell) ‘s attention settled on the exposed cut, his fingers pausing when he spotted the small splinter lodged near the edge of the pad. “There you are.” He glanced briefly at Kazoo’s bared teeth. “I’m going to remove that.” His tone remained calm, almost conversational. “You may object. I would be disappointed if you didn’t.” He reached for a pair of clean tweezers, keeping his movements slow and visible. He waited a moment, allowing Kazoo to see exactly what he intended to do. “No dart. No cage.” His gaze met the sleen’s. “Just the splinter.” He carefully positioned the tweezers near the wood. “And if you behave, I’ll even pretend you weren’t threatening to eat me five Ihn ago.” It was in the sleens advantage that crow was a man of precision and a razor sharp focus. His work with tools was on point as long at the animal wouldn’t jerk his paw back. “I wonder if you have a name …” he mused. For some reason he liked to call his animals by their given name.

[03:23:50] Kazoo let out a yowl and a hiss at him. Words were one thing, obience… allowing him this close to see…. but taking it out? whatever it was? He’d tried several times himself. Licking, poking with teeth. Nothing worked. PErhaps he needed this human to help. But that was it. After that they were done. Once he wasn’t in pain, he wouldn’t stay or trust. Those cages, that feeling of being trapped again was something kazoo just didn’t want. Of course there was the collar too. Again it was too tight even though it moved around. Perhaps his skin below was even sore from wearing it so long. Perhaps he would allow…. A growl again and he lowered his head – fangs still presented but a little more accepting of the fact that the man was helping. For now.

[03:29:35] Crow (melchior.wardell) watched the change in the beast carefully. The fangs remained, the growl remained, but Kazoo had lowered his head. That was enough. “Good.” He waited another moment before bringing the tweezers toward the paw again, keeping his movements slow and deliberate. “I know.” His voice was quiet. “You don’t like this. Neither would I.” He gently caught the splinter and began to draw it free, stopping immediately when Kazoo tensed too sharply. “Almost.” A final careful pull removed the piece of wood. He held it up briefly between the tweezers. “There.” He set it aside and cleaned the wound again, inspecting the pad before releasing the paw completely. “No cage.” His eyes moved toward the collar as it rattled beneath the fur. “And I haven’t forgotten that either.” He rose slowly, giving Kazoo space. “One thing at a time, beast.” A faint smirk. “You let me help with that too?” it was a question while he would see if the wound needed anything more.

[03:35:09] Kazoo would snarl loudly as the tweezers caught on the piece of wood in his paw. Pain etched on Kazoo’s face. Every muscle in his body was ready to pounce, flee or… attack. But he kept himself from doing so. Somehow he knew the man was trying to help. For a second he remembered the kind person who had found him as a pup in the wild. Raised him. looked after him. A flicker of this would be seen in his eyes. For a moment. He heard the word Cage too… it wasn’t passed over…. but it came with a No before it so he knew the two words together meant exactly that. He gave them a stare anyhow just in case and nudged Crow. He was trying to tell him that he wanted the collar off in his way. Whether he stayed afterwards was quite a different question.

[03:41:29] Crow (melchior.wardell) felt the nudge and looked down at Kazoo. The meaning was clear enough, even without words. After ensuring the paw needed nothing further. He would release the paw. His gaze settled on the old collar beneath the thick fur. “So that is what you want.” He crouched again, but made no immediate attempt to touch it. He studied the collar carefully, noting how tightly it sat against the beast’s neck and the way the small compartment shifted with every movement. “You’ve made one thing very clear.” His hand lowered slowly, stopping short of the metal. “You don’t want another cage.And you don’t want that collar either.” He looked into Kazoo’s eyes. “I can remove it. But I need to know what is beneath it first. If it has been there long enough, I won’t simply tear it away and risk hurting you.” He let his hand fall back. “You trusted me with the paw.” A faint smile was given with an almost apologetic smile. “Perhaps we can make that two things.”

[03:48:08] Kazoo stared at Crow for several Ihn, the growl still there but quieter now. His paw had hurt and the man had made it hurt more… then somehow less. Kazoo understood that much. When Crow’s attention moved to the collar, the sleen’s head followed his gaze before he shook himself violently, making the little compartment rattle once more. He hated that sound. Hated the weight around his neck. Slowly, almost reluctantly, Kazoo lowered his great head toward Crow and stretched his neck forward. It was an unusual position for the beast, exposing himself where normally he would protect his throat at all costs. A warning rumble reminded Crow not to mistake trust for submission. As the thick fur parted around the collar, it became obvious just how long it had been there. The metal sat far too tightly against his neck, almost buried beneath the fur. Beneath it the skin was red and rubbed raw, patches of fur worn thin or missing entirely where years of movement had caused the collar to chafe. Kazoo gave a small hiss as it shifted against the soreness, then nudged Crow’s hand toward it with his muzzle. Off. Whatever the man intended, that seemed to be the one thing Kazoo wanted him to understand. His eyes remained fixed upon Crow as he held himself unnaturally still, though the tips of his fangs remained visible. The paw had earned the man this much trust. What Crow did with it would decide what happened next.

[03:54:12] Crow (melchior.wardell) studied the exposed neck in silence. The condition of the skin beneath the collar told him more than Kazoo ever could have. His fingers hovered near the metal, but he did not touch it yet. “You’ve had this on a long time. Too long.” His voice was quieter now. He carefully examined the fastening, the raw skin, and the small compartment attached to it. He understood why the beast wanted it gone. “Alright.” He looked directly into Kazoo’s eyes. “Off.” Slowly, he reached for the collar, making certain Kazoo could see every movement. He would try to see if the collar was locked in a manner he could undo by hand or if it needed more tools. The last option he feared as he could see the skin already injured by simply wearing it. “Hold still. You gave me permission.” His hand settled carefully against the collar. “I won’t waste it.”

[04:00:03] Kazoo grunted, the low hiss and growl continuing as warnings even though his options were becoming rather limited. One word Crow spoke was understood perfectly. Off. Kazoo shifted his head to one side, exposing more of his neck and, if Crow looked closely, just beside the small compartment was a tiny lock that had kept the collar secured all these years. The movement caused the compartment to knock against him again and Kazoo snuffled angrily as its edge struck one of the bare, raw patches of skin beneath. This time the little compartment battered open. Kazoo froze. Inside, tightly protected from the elements, was a small rolled scroll and beneath it an old piece of rag, worn and faded with age. His head immediately twisted toward Crow’s hand, lips lifting instinctively as though suddenly uncertain whether he wanted the man anywhere near those things. Yet he stopped himself from snapping. Instead his head lowered again and he gave a deep, unhappy rumble, eyes fixed upon Crow. The collar could come off. Apparent whatever secrets it carried were coming with it.

[04:07:56] Crow (melchior.wardell) ‘s hand stopped the instant the compartment sprang open. His eyes went to the tiny scroll first, then the faded scrap of cloth beneath it. The collar could wait for a moment. Whatever had been hidden there had survived years of wear, water, and whatever life Kazoo had endured. Crow noticed the sudden uncertainty in the sleen’s eyes. “I see.” He did not reach for the contents. Instead, he carefully steadied the opened compartment with one hand, keeping the other well away from the scroll. “These belong to you.” His gaze returned to Kazoo. “I won’t take them.”Only then did he examine the tiny lock more closely. “But that collar… That comes off.” He produced a small tool from his pouch and began working carefully at the old fastening, taking particular care not to press the metal against the raw skin. “No cages. No dart. And apparently, no taking your secrets.” He worked patiently at the lock. “Just getting this damned thing off your neck.”

[04:13:35] Kazoo remained unnaturally still while Crow worked at the lock, though every scrape of the tool against metal brought another low rumble from his chest. The opened compartment shifted beneath Crow’s fingers and the little scroll loosened enough to reveal old writing upon it. One word remained clearly marked despite its age. Kazoo. At the movement of the compartment, the scrap of cloth beneath slipped partly free as well. It was old and weathered, stained dark with dried blood. The instant it was exposed, Kazoo’s nostrils flared. His entire body stiffened. That scent. Old now, faint beneath salt, metal and years trapped inside the collar, but known. His head jerked toward the cloth and he snuffled at it urgently, drawing the scent deep. For a moment the pit seemed forgotten. There was only water. Broken timber. The wreck. And somewhere amongst it, that scent. The same blood that had lingered around the shattered remains of the ship. Kazoo gave a strange, frustrated whine before it twisted back into a growl, his muzzle nudging toward the cloth but not taking it. Then his attention returned to Crow and the tool at his neck. He lowered his head again, allowing him to continue, though his six-legged body remained tense. The man knew something now that he hadn’t before. Kazoo had a name.

[04:22:26] Crow (melchior.wardell) ‘s movements slowed as the single word became visible. Kazoo. His eyes remained on the writing for several Ihn before shifting toward the faded cloth. The beast’s reaction to it had not gone unnoticed. “Your name.” He said it quietly, almost as though confirming something rather than asking. His gaze returned to the cloth, then to Kazoo. “And that…” He left the sentence unfinished. Carefully, he continued working the old lock, refusing to rush despite the sleen’s tension. At last there was a soft metallic click. He steadied the collar before allowing it to loosen, making sure the metal did not scrape across the raw skin. “There.” He slowly lifted the loosened collar away from Kazoo’s neck. His eyes settled once more on the old scrap of bloodstained cloth. “You remember that scent.” It wasn’t a question. He did not touch the cloth. Instead, he left it where it had fallen, allowing Kazoo to decide what to do with it. Then he looked at the old scroll again. “Kazoo.” A faint crease formed between his brows. “Now we find out who gave you that name.”

[04:30:40] Kazoo ‘s ears flattened at the sound of that name. Kazoo. Something buried deep stirred at it, a name almost forgotten beneath years of instinct and survival. He had come aboard that ship anything but tame, transported in a cage because those who had captured him knew better than to trust him loose. He remembered fighting them. Teeth against bars. Men shouting. Darts buried in his hide until his legs would no longer obey him. Then came the click. The collar loosened and, for the first time in longer than the beast could understand, its weight disappeared from his neck. Kazoo immediately shook himself violently, six legs shifting beneath him as though testing this strange new freedom. He scratched once at the raw skin before beginning to back toward the gate, his eyes never leaving Crow. The man had helped him. Kazoo understood that much. But help was not ownership, and without pain in his paw or metal around his throat, there was suddenly very little keeping him here. The bloodstained rag remained where it had fallen, carrying its silent link back to the wreck, while the scroll held one secret Crow had yet to discover. On its other side was another name: the person who had once owned Kazoo long ago. A person now dead. Kazoo gave Crow one final low rumble, no longer quite a threat but certainly no promise either, before edging closer to the gate. No cage. No collar. No owner. For the first time in a very long while, the sleen could simply choose where he went next.

[04:37:01] Crow (melchior.wardell) watched Kazoo begin to retreat toward the gate, but made no move to stop him. For a moment, he simply looked at the beast. No collar. No cage. Freedom. His gaze shifted to the open compartment and the faded cloth, then back to Kazoo. “You’re free to go.” He crouched and carefully retrieved the old scroll, keeping the bloodstained rag where it lay. “But before you decide to disappear…” He turned the scroll slightly in his fingers, noticing the writing on the reverse. “I think you should know something.” His eyes lifted toward the sleen. “I know your name. And now I may know who gave it to you.” He did not open it further yet. “You’ve earned the right to hear what it says.” He stepped away from the gate, deliberately leaving the path unobstructed. “No collar. No cage. Your choice.” A faint, thoughtful expression crossed his face. “But if you stay… prhaps we can find out what happened to the one who owned you.” He knew trust wasn’t earned overnight and yet he was certain the animal knew too that survival on his own was hard. It would be hunted, chased away, every day a difficult life as it was no longer fed but in search for its next meal.”Perhaps in time you might even see the benefits of remaining and who knows once you will trust me enough to place a well fitted collar that bares my sigil to warn those that wish to harm you.”

[04:44:09] Kazoo stopped near the gate. One more step and there was nothing between him and freedom, yet the sleen did not take it. His head turned slowly back toward Crow, ears twitching at the familiar sounds amongst all those words. His name. Stay. Collar. That last one earned an immediate growl, his lips lifting enough to show exactly what Kazoo thought of ever wearing another one. But he did not leave. The beast looked beyond the gate for several Ihn, nostrils working at the air. He knew what waited out there because he had already lived it. Since losing the one who had once cared for him there had been hunger, hunting and being hunted. Then the ship. Capture. Bars. Pain. Darts that stole his senses and left him waking helpless inside a cage. Here there was food. Water. Straw. No bars around him now, and the man had removed the thing that had hurt his neck instead of replacing it. Kazoo turned away from the gate with a disgruntled snort and prowled several paces back into the training area, though deliberately not toward Crow. He lowered himself onto the ground and began licking at his injured paw as though the decision had absolutely nothing to do with anything the man had said. He would stay. For now. Not because he belonged here, and certainly not because Crow had mentioned another collar. Food, water and shelter simply made considerably more sense than wandering off recovering. Tomorrow, Kazoo might decide differently.

[04:49:19] Crow (melchior.wardell) remained quiet as Kazoo turned back into the training area. He watched the beast settle and begin tending to his paw, making no comment about the choice. There was no need to. He understood what had just happened. He lowered his gaze to the scroll in his hand, then carefully rolled it closed again. “Wise.” The word was directed toward Kazoo, though he did not expect a response. He placed the scroll and the bloodstained rag carefully in one of his pockets on his belt. He would take up the old open collar. “You’re right. You don’t belong to me.And I won’t pretend otherwise.” He stepped back, giving the sleen the space he clearly valued. “But you can stay. Eat. Sleep. Heal.” He turned away, leaving Kazoo undisturbed. “For today, that is enough.”

A Fire Worth Returning To

Posted in Black Caste, Black Ember Port on August 26, 2026 by crow1971

[23:33:17] αяѕυѕ (daimos.baarer): Arsus sits alone by the campfire, listening to the quiet crackle of the burning wood. The camp is still empty; no other Assassin has returned yet. After a while, he rises from his place and makes his way toward his tent. Inside, he retrieves the last of the beans he had brought with him and stored there. Carrying them back to the fire, he settles down and begins preparing the blackwine. He first crushes the beans, grinding them down until they are coarse and fragrant. He then places the crushed beans into a clean cloth. The preparation requires hot water, so Arsus rises once more and walks over to the separate fire pit where the water kettles are kept. He checks the water, now properly heated, and carefully lifts the kettle. Returning to his place by the campfire, he slowly pours the hot water over the cloth filled with the crushed beans. The dark liquid begins to drip through, its rich aroma rising into the cool camp air. Arsus waits patiently, allowing the blackwine to steep until it has reached the strength he desires. Once it is ready, he pours the fresh blackwine into two cups. His own he prepares with Bisk milk and a little sugar, stirring it slowly until the milk blends into the dark drink. The second cup, however, he leaves completely black. No milk. No sugar. Just strong, dark blackwine—the way his old friend Crow prefers it. Crow is nowhere to be seen yet. Arsus sets the untouched cup beside him and takes his own in hand. Perhaps Crow will appear before the fire burns low. And if he does, at least Arsus will already have a cup waiting for him.

[23:44:05] Crow (melchior.wardell) had kept to the shadows longer than he had intended, moving through the camp without announcing his presence. The quiet suited him. His steps were measured, almost soundless, until the familiar scent of blackwine reached him through the cool night air. A faint curl of amusement touched his features as he spotted Arsus beside the fire, and more importantly, the second cup waiting untouched beside him. Crow approached at an unhurried pace, his gaze briefly settling upon the cup before shifting toward his old friend. “Either you have grown remarkably patient, Arsus…” he murmured, his voice carrying just enough to announce his arrival, “…or you knew I would eventually find my way back.” He lowered himself beside the fire and reached for the waiting cup, lifting it to examine the dark liquid before taking a slow drink. Strong. Bitter. Completely black. Exactly as he preferred it. Crow let the warmth settle before looking toward Arsus again. “You remembered.” There was no elaborate praise in the words. From Crow, there rarely needed to be. The small nod that followed said considerably more as he settled comfortably near the fire, allowing the silence of the camp to return around them. ((unfortunately working 😦 ))

[00:00:22] αяѕυѕ (daimos.baarer): He had noticed Crow, even though he was quiet. As he began to speak, he listened. “Patience,” he then repeated Crow’s words, “a trait we’ve been working on for a long time.” His eyes settled on the second cup as Crow reached for it. He watched as Crow lifted the cup, briefly examining the dark liquid before bringing it to his lips. Arsus remained still, his own cup resting loosely in his hand, while he observed Crow take that first slow drink. There was something familiar in the sight of it—the strong, bitter black wine disappearing from the cup exactly as Crow preferred it. No milk, no sugar, nothing to soften its sharpness. A faint smile touched the corner of Arsus’ mouth as he watched Crow lower the cup again. He did not need to ask whether it was prepared properly. Crow’s expression, and the simple way he settled beside the fire with the cup in hand, told him enough. Arsus finally lifted his own cup and took a quiet sip of his blackwine, his gaze lingering on Crow for another moment before returning to the flames. ““I rarely forget.” Three words that perhaps meant more than they seemed. “I’d hoped you’d show up here before the fire went out and the black wine got cold.” He turned his head slightly toward Crow and noticed his short hair. “Did you have a date with a forest girl?” he teased.

[00:09:12] Crow (melchior.wardell) took another slow drink from the cup, letting Arsus’ words settle before the faintest smirk appeared upon his face. His fingers remained loosely curled around the warm cup as his gaze followed Arsus’ toward the flames. “Then it seems I arrived in time,” he said quietly. “Though I suspect you would have sat here until old and grey rather than admit you were waiting for me.” At the mention of his hair, his hand briefly rose to the shortened strands, as though only now remembering the change. His eyes returned toward Arsus, amusement flickering within them. “A forest girl?” He gave a low, almost humorless chuckle. “No. Nothing quite so pleasant.” He leaned back slightly, stretching his legs toward the warmth of the fire. “Let’s just say someone decided that my hair had grown too comfortable.” His gaze narrowed playfully. “And apparently they possessed the courage to do something about it.” Crow took another sip of the bitter blackwine, then looked sideways toward Arsus. “But if you prefer, I can tell you I was ambushed by a beautiful forest woman with a knife.” A pause. “Though you would probably ask why I let her get close enough to cut it.” he quipped. “And I am sure their preference to the kind of haircut would have given that away.”

[00:32:12] αяѕυѕ (daimos.baarer): Arsus listened. Arsus always listened. He stood up and tossed another log into the fire. It was cool this morning; the weather would likely turn colder over the next few days and months. Summer was drawing to a close. The seasons change, as do so many things in the life of a Gorean. One thing hadn’t changed, despite his long absence: his deep friendship with Crow. He raised his mug to his lips again and took another sip. Yes, he had expected and hoped that Crow would show up. He probably would have burned through the entire forest and kept warming his mug over and over. “The fire wouldn’t have gone out before you arrived.” He looked back into the fire, and then the cries of some birds drew his gaze to the trees where they had gathered. Perhaps to set out together on a journey to where it would be warmer over the next few moons. “No forest girl, hmmmm. Too bad—it would certainly have been interesting.” Arsus had had quite a few encounters with forest girls, both good and not-so-good. Some ended in bloodshed, some in the furs. He had never told those stories. There hadn’t been a reason to yet. “It looks unusual,” he remarked, “I’ll get used to it.” It really did look unusual; in the darkness, Arsus probably wouldn’t have recognized Crow. At least not by his hair. Arsus enjoyed the crackling of the fire, occasionally glancing over at Crow. He would take another sip. “I’ve missed” and he took a long pause “you” he then added.

[00:45:45] Crow (melchior.wardell) fell quiet at those final words. For a moment, the teasing expression faded, replaced by something far less guarded. He looked down into the dark surface of his blackwine, watching the firelight tremble across it. Arsus had always been one of the few men who could say such things without making Crow feel the need to turn them into something lighter. He took another drink before answering. “I know.” Two simple words, spoken quietly. Crow lowered the cup and looked toward Arsus, his gaze steady across the fire. “I missed you too.” There was no hesitation this time. No joke to hide behind, no clever remark to soften it. His eyes drifted toward the birds gathering in the trees, and for a moment he watched them in silence. “Strange, isn’t it? We disappear into different corners of Gor, chase shadows, survive things we probably shouldn’t…” A faint smile touched his mouth. “And somehow, when we finally sit beside the same fire again, it feels as though very little has changed.” He shifted slightly, holding the cup between both hands as he absorbed its warmth. “Perhaps that’s why I came here.” His gaze returned to Arsus. “Not because I knew there would be black wine waiting.” A brief pause. “Because I knew you would be.” he now turned to see. “But I see you without your bond. I hope you haven’t dropped her from your tarn ?” he now teased.

[01:13:03] αяѕυѕ (daimos.baarer): Arsus nodded. No more, no less. The birds had stopped chirping. Silence settled over the camp, broken only by the crackling of the fire. Two assassins who, despite all their toughness, felt something like a bond with one another—a rarity in this caste. “I know,” he replied, almost in a whisper. He watched the flames dance in the wind as if they were performing a dance. If there were a song to go with it, he would probably call it “Two Friends.” Arsus let the words linger for a moment, his gaze fixed calmly on the flames, before turning it back to Crow. A faint, knowing smile flitted across his face. “Perhaps time isn’t as powerful as we believe,” he said softly. “It may carry us far apart and leave years between one meeting and the next… but there are some things it simply cannot break.” His eyes lingered on his old friend for just a moment longer. “Some bonds endure. No matter how long the journey is or how far it takes us from the fire we once shared together.” He leaned forward again to toss another log into the fire. “My Tarn,” he said thoughtfully, “my Tarn is still missing. I’m searching for him. I believe he’s hoping I’ll find him.” Arsus had a bond with his Tarn that was almost impossible to describe in words. His “tarn” had never let him down. Arsus had returned from the mountains alone; his first stop had been Holmesk. His Bond had been waiting. She had rebuilt the Court. All by herself. His gold had helped her survive. The city of Holmesk was coming back to life. “My girl is in Holmesk, waiting for my return. She’s preparing for another trip to Besnit. Trade relations seem to have stalled; Holmesk still owes Besnit a few goods. I must smooth things over before they turn into a storm.” The person responsible for making these agreements was currently nowhere to be found; perhaps he had perished when Holmesk was destroyed by a landslide. Arsus had to ensure that relations between the two cities did not escalate into war.

[01:37:37] Crow (melchior.wardell) listened without interrupting, his eyes following the flames as Arsus spoke of his Tarn, of Holmesk, and of the fragile line between trade and war. The words carried more weight than a simple report of what had happened. He knew what it meant to return to a place and find that everything had changed while certain bonds somehow remained untouched. He turned the cup slowly between his fingers, the black wine nearly forgotten for a moment. “A Tarn like that is not simply lost,” he said quietly. “As for Holmesk…” he took another drink, considering his next words. “A city trying to rebuild while owing goods to another city is already standing on uncertain ground. If the man who made those agreements is gone, someone has to become the voice that remains.” He looked back toward Arsus. “You.” A faint smirk appeared. “You always did have a talent for walking into problems that sensible men would avoid.” The smirk faded as quickly as it came. “But you shouldn’t have to walk into this one alone.” he settled back beside the fire, his shoulder relaxing slightly. “When you leave for Besnit, if you need another set of eyes, another blade, or simply someone who knows when a negotiation is about to become an ambush…” He raised his cup slightly toward Arsus. “Come find me.”

[01:58:52] αяѕυѕ (daimos.baarer): Arsus was silent for quite a while. His black wine was empty; he set the cup down on the floor beside him. He listened to his friend’s words, and when he thought about it, he was right—both regarding the Tarn and the troubles he kept getting himself into. Sometimes he saw himself not only as an assassin but also as someone who tried to uphold the Gorean order in ways other than just with a knife. He was no ambassador—at least not in the sense that others would understand an ambassador. Arsus wouldn’t necessarily call it unreasonable; rather, he’d call it different. He smiled at his own thoughts. “War doesn’t solve problems; it only creates new ones,” he replied quietly. “I’m going to meet with the head of the merchants again; there’s more to discuss than just this issue—an issue I can’t talk about yet. I’ll fill you in once trust has been established. Fortunately, she hasn’t spread the word yet that Holmesk still owes a few goods. I think I can sort it out through ‘official channels’ somehow.” Arsus was grateful to Crow for the offered help, and he would certainly take him up on it. He thought for a moment about whether he should take him along. It was quite possible that Crow knew the lady. He decided against it. “As soon as I notice anything strange, I’ll let you know. My slave will come with me and wait for me at the market. If I don’t show up again, she’ll be instructed to let you know. I have to go there alone for now; trust is still very fragile at the moment.” Trust sometimes took a long time to build, and Arsus needed the trust of this woman, who indeed knew how to choose her words very carefully.

[02:25:09] Crow (melchior.wardell) listened quietly, his expression becoming more thoughtful as Arsus explained. He did not question the things his friend was unwilling to speak of yet. There were secrets that were better kept until the moment was right, and he understood that better than most. “Then alone it is,” he said simply. He turned his empty cup in his hand before setting it down beside him. “Trust is a blade with two edges. Push too hard and you cut yourself. Move too quickly and the other person wonders what you’re trying to hide.” His gaze remained on the fire. “If she has chosen her words carefully, then she is measuring you just as carefully. Let her. Give her the time to decide that you are someone she can speak freely with.” Crow glanced toward Arsus. “And your slave waiting at the market is a wise precaution. If you do not return, I’ll know something has gone wrong.” A faint, knowing smile appeared. “Merchants rarely survive by being careless.” He leaned back, stretching one leg toward the warmth of the fire. “As for the official channels…” he chuckled. “I suppose it is comforting to know that even assassins occasionally have to deal with paperwork.” His eyes returned to Arsus, the amusement fading into something more serious. “You don’t need to tell me what you cannot tell me yet. When the time comes, I’ll listen.” He paused. “And if the meeting turns sour, you already know where to find me.” Crow reached for the empty cup, studying it for a moment before looking back toward the flames. “Just make sure you come back to finish the conversation.”

[02:54:08] αяѕυѕ (daimos.baarer): Arsus noticed Crow set the cup down on the floor. It was empty, just like his own. “Perhaps trust really is a blade,” I replied softly. “But you don’t fear a blade just because it’s sharp. You learn to wield it.” My gaze drifted back to the flames. “I’ll give her time. If her words are cautious, then I’ll choose mine carefully as well. And if one day she speaks freely to me, then I’ll know she’s doing it of her own free will.” Arsus ran his hand over his tunic as he spoke—perhaps he just wanted to smooth it out a little. He got ready to set out; it was going to be a long day, especially since the journey to Besnit wouldn’t exactly be a short one. He hoped Kedja had already finished packing. “I’ll talk to you about it when the time is right, Crow.” He knew Crow would understand. Sometimes it’s better to keep something to yourself when the time isn’t right—and, if necessary, take it with you to the realm of dust—so as not to endanger others. Arsus would come back and finish the conversation; at least, that was his plan, and Arsus was known for carrying out his plans. “I know where to find you.” Arsus would stand up. “I have to go now, old friend,” he’d say, then pause for a long moment. “And I’ll be back.” He might place his hand on Crow’s shoulder as a farewell.

[03:10:05] Crow (melchior.wardell) remained seated as Arsus rose, his gaze following his old friend. He listened to those final words without interruption. And I’ll be back. His eyes lifted to meet his. “I know.” When Arsus’ hand settled briefly upon his shoulder, He placed his own hand over it for a moment. There was no need for ceremony between them. No elaborate farewell. The gesture carried enough weight on its own. “Go, then. Do what you came to do.” He released Arsus’ shoulder and leaned back slightly, watching him prepare to leave. “And Arsus…” A pause. “And if you don’t return quickly enough, I’ll come looking for you. You know me well enough to know I won’t be particularly polite about it.” His expression softened again as he looked toward his friend. “Walk carefully, old friend. Let the merchant have her secrets. Let her measure you. And remember…” He glanced briefly toward the empty cup that had once held the black wine Arsus had prepared for him. “Some fires are worth returning to.” He gave a small nod. “Until then.”

[03:19:46] αяѕυѕ (daimos.baarer): “I know,” Arsus replied quietly. Then he set off. He moved quietly away from the campfire; not even the birds in the trees were startled. Crow would be looking for him. He nodded to himself. Nothing had changed. Trust, despite the long time they hadn’t seen each other.

Writeous Wright

Posted in Black Caste, Black Ember Port on August 25, 2026 by crow1971

[04:14:26] Crow (melchior.wardell) was doing his round. Just to check up on things as he did once in a while. Perhaps in idle hope to find his tharlarion. It was quiet and he enjoyed that moment of not running into those that needed him for some reason. As he passed the back of the Inn after getting a black wine inside he noted the Innkeeper. “Ah … over thinking your sins?” his voice dark and with that natural authority.

[04:17:53] пαмıκα тσʟαп (dinara.braveheart) dozes off, still holding the book in her hand. Apparently, it was so boring that her eyes had closed. The sound of the waves, however, wasn’t exactly helping her stay awake either. When a deep voice rings out, she jumps, causing the book to slip to the floor. “By the gods,” she mutters, and her first instinct is to reach for her skirt before she’s awake enough to look around. She blinks briefly and checks the fit of her veil with her right hand as she looks at the assassin. “Do you always have to sneak up like that?” she mutters before sitting up properly.

[04:21:23] Crow (melchior.wardell) watches her as she is trying to process him sneaking up on her. It pulled his lips into that smile of amusement. Surely at her expense. “I don’t have to. But I hardly enjoy wearing bells and stuff.” he replied dryly. “And for some reason I think I might be out of business if everyone would hear me coming.” he added. It was of course very true. “Those that are startled often have something to hide. So what is it ? ” as he tipped his head towards the book she was ‘reading’.

[04:26:13] пαмıκα тσʟαп (dinara.braveheart) snorts softly and wraps the scarf a little tighter around her hair and shoulders. “I actually find the idea of bells on your shoes quite appealing,” she says, tucking in the end of the scarf and bending down to pick up the book. It was still that boring biography of the even more boring writer from Ko-ro-ba. “Or maybe he just fell asleep without meaning to,” she replies to his suggestion that she has something to hide. She places the book next to her on the swing seat. “What brings you to the inn?”

[04:29:24] Crow (melchior.wardell) studied the way she was trying to keep herself covered. As if the mere view on something that she tried to hide would turn him in stone or have him overrun by desire. While he was quite certain neither would be the case. But he wouldn’t speak of such matters. That was hers and only hers. If she did not trust him, he did not feel the need to win it. Perhaps there had been a moment where he had tried, but not now. “Nothing in particular. Does there need to be a reason?” he counters.

[04:35:10] пαмıκα тσʟαп (dinara.braveheart) shrugs her shoulders for a moment. “In my experience, men like you rarely do anything without a reason.” He won’t be able to guess that her meticulous care to cover as much of herself as possible has nothing to do with him, and it didn’t matter anyway. It was her way of navigating this society, and there will hardly be a situation in which she deviates from it. Many men may think of her as prudish, snobby, high-maintenance, or something similar. She accepts this without setting the record straight, because setting the record straight would be far worse than the reputation she’s earned through her behavior.

[04:38:48] Crow (melchior.wardell) nodded thoughtful “Rarely.” he replied. “So not never.” he stated as to use her own words. “I like to think we are hard to predict.” he would look over the water and turned more. “So what are you reading?” he asks again tipping his head to the book. Perhaps she might be surprised by his interest in books. He had a disguise for a long time in which scribe work was part of it. He had truly enjoyed learning the trade and reading. It gave him a lot of insights in the Gorean Society.

[04:43:03] пαмıκα тσʟαп (dinara.braveheart) can’t help but roll her eyes, a rare occurrence, as he nitpicks her words, and smiles for a moment: “Rare enough that no one would expect you to do it.” She turns her gaze to the book and takes a deep breath: “I promised a friend I’d read this book. It’s a biography of a Scribe who thinks he’s very important. She’s fascinated by the man, while I find him deadly boring.” Her pen pal gushes about this man, and she’s let herself be talked into reading the book so she can discuss it with her. And she regretted it after just the first four pages.
[04:47:10] Crow (melchior.wardell) didn’t see the eye roll and yet could still hear it in her voice. But he wouldn’t dive into it. He wasn’t here to woo her, win her heart or have her move to his natural charm. “Hmm… ” he replied. “Strange … there are some new merchants in Valaris. Book merchants. One is now imprisoned due to a theft.” he shared. “They had books that were quite hilarious. About this writer that feels himself an expert on so many levels. I am trying to remember the name of the writer. But I am quite sure it is of Ar.” he mused. “So who is this writer and man that thinks himself so important?” it was his ‘odd’ way to keep the conversation going.

[05:07:37] пαмıκα тσʟαп (dinara.braveheart) raises her eyebrows when he mentions the booksellers in Valaris. “For theft? What did he steal, anyway? Words?” A bad joke, admittedly. She picks up the book and holds it out to him. Perhaps in the hope that he’ll take it and thus spare her the task of having to read it. That way, at least she’d have an excuse for her pen pal—after all, who would dare contradict an assassin if he simply claimed a book as his own? Well, Namika, perhaps—if it weren’t for the fact that it’s THIS book. The fact that he doesn’t want to win her heart is probably the best thing that could happen to both of them. “I didn’t know him before. He calls himself Writeous Wright.” She can barely hide a broad grin.

[05:14:39] Crow (melchior.wardell) shrugged “I am unsure as to what happened with these book salesmen.” he replied. “I guess there will be a trail.” he reasons. “I haven’t truly invested much in the events as other business kept me from it. But I am sure Vesper might be able to tell more.” as she offered the book he would approach and take it. His hand over the cover as if to feel the words before he would open it and started to read. A faint lift of one brow betraying his amusement at her joke. “Words are often more dangerous than steel,” he replied. His finger would move along one of the sentences in the book. “Oh boy … ‘I do not write for those who merely read; I write for the rare minds capable of understanding why I was destined to be remembered.’ … The man is truly full of himself.” as he moved further in the book and read ‘Others put words upon parchment. I put immortality between its lines.’ He shook his head “I understand why you fell asleep while reading. If that is what I just saw a moment ago?”

[05:18:51] пαмıκα тσʟαп (dinara.braveheart) leans back slightly as he actually takes the book from her and smiles faintly as he begins to read individual sentences from the masterpiece: “I’d say, we’re all doomed if this man gains even a shred of power in any city.” She struggles to suppress a giggle. “He’ll throw feathers at us if we fall asleep every time he gives a speech.” At his last sentence, she raises her gloved hands as if surrendering. “I refuse to testify. In the end, the scribe finds out about it and uses it against me.”

[06:33:03] Crow (melchior.wardell) would stare at the page for a moment longer, his expression becoming increasingly blank as each sentence was read. Eventually he would slowly lower the book, looking at Namika with the solemnity of a man considering an exceptionally serious matter. “Feathers.” His gaze would return to the book. “Apparently, we are dealing with a man who has discovered the most terrifying weapon known to civilization.” He would turn another page, his mouth twitching faintly. “The written word.” At her declaration of refusing to testify, he would give a quiet snort. “Wise. I have no intention of becoming involved in a conspiracy against a man armed with feathers and a scribe.” He would close the book and offer it back to her. “Keep it. Clearly, it is dangerous contraband.” A brief pause, his eyes narrowing with amusement. “And should Writeous Wright ever acquire power in a city I must hunt, I shall deny ever having met you.”

[06:38:44] пαмıκα тσʟαп (dinara.braveheart) moves her upper body so she can watch him as he examines the pages of the book. As he speaks, she struggles to maintain a serious expression. Every now and then, an amused chuckle can be heard, which only dies down when he hands the book back to her. Reluctantly, her hand reaches out, while the veil moves slightly as she exhales. “Damn, and I thought I was rid of it.” She had seriously considered burning it, but she probably would have had a hard time explaining that. The excuse with the assassin would have been much more believable. “Can we hire those booksellers to steal it?” She probably isn’t really serious about that question, but she fears she’ll come down with sleeping sickness if she’s forced to keep reading this trash.

[06:43:14] Crow (melchior.wardell) would watch the reluctant hand reclaim the book, the faintest smirk touching his mouth at her apparent disappointment. “Hire the booksellers to steal a book?” he would ask, as though genuinely considering the proposal. He would fold his arms and give the matter a thoughtful look. “An elegant plan. Though I suspect they would charge you twice. Once for stealing it…” His eyes would settle on the book. “…and again for the trauma of having to look at it.” He would lean slightly closer, lowering his voice as if offering a serious piece of professional advice. “Alternatively, leave it somewhere unattended. Surely there is at least one illiterate man in Gor or the Inn with sufficiently poor judgment to take it.” A brief pause. “Then you can honestly tell your pen pal that it was stolen.” His expression would remain perfectly straight, though the amusement in his eyes would betray him. “And if anyone asks, I know nothing about feathers, although my name might tell you otherwise.”

[06:50:33] пαмıκα тσʟαп (dinara.braveheart) furrows her brow as he speaks. In fact, she’s seriously considering his suggestion. Her eyes drop to the book, which she finally sets down beside her and lets go of, as if she’d burned her fingers on it. “Hopefully, that illiterate guy will never find anyone to read it to him.” When he brings up the feathers and his name, the look in her eyes changes for a few heartbeats. She had never thought about it before. Feather. Crow. Why had this never occurred to her? She lets out a short, desperate laugh from her throat and then shakes her head. To clear her thoughts, she turns her upper body back so she can look out over the water. She can only hope that he doesn’t even begin to suspect the double meaning behind his words. “I think I need to have a serious talk with my pen pal. And strongly advise her to develop a better taste in books.”

[06:56:02] Crow (melchior.wardell) would notice the brief change in her eyes, though he would not immediately give it meaning. His gaze would linger on her for a heartbeat before returning to the water, allowing the moment to pass without pressing her. “A wise course of action,” he would say, settling back. “Though I suspect your pen pal’s taste may already be beyond saving.” A faint smirk would appear. “As for the book, I would recommend you keep it far away from any open flame. Not because of the book itself, but because if it catches fire, someone might assume the writing is flammable.” He would let the silence linger for a moment before adding, almost casually, “And if she refuses your advice, you can always send her a better book.” His eyes would shift briefly toward Namika. “Preferably one without feathers.”

[07:06:02] пαмıκα тσʟαп (dinara.braveheart) Despite her thoughts about feathers and crows, she can’t help but laugh, and her shoulders relax for a moment. “I’ll do my best to convince her that other works are more readable than this garbage.” She desperately needs to get away from this topic. Her past has suddenly become far too present—more than she’d like. “If you find out what the bookseller stole or his name, I’d appreciate it if you’d pass that information along to me. Maybe I know him.” In fact, that possibility isn’t entirely far-fetched; after all, she, too, buys her books from various dealers, and so far she’s considered them all reasonably trustworthy.

[07:12:27] Crow (melchior.wardell) would give a small nod, accepting the request without much ceremony. “If I learn his name, you will be the first to know.” He would glance once toward the discarded book, then back toward the water. “Though if you recognize him, I would advise against asking whether he still has the book. We have already established that its contents may be hazardous.” A faint smirk would return. “As for what the thief stole…” He would shrug slightly. “That is something I would like to know myself. A bookseller who steals ought to have a particularly interesting reason for doing so.” His gaze would settle briefly on her, observant but not pressing. “And if you happen to discover something about him through your own dealers, you can always tell me. Consider it an exchange of information.” He would pause, then add dryly, “A much more useful exchange than feathers.” now a far more sharper glance was given. Crow was to old to not pick up small signals. But it mattered little to which past she held. He himself had one too, which could very much be held against him.

[07:18:30] пαмıκα тσʟαп (dinara.braveheart) was able to handle the exchange of information. That was something she’d probably done many times before. Just as much as keeping quiet about the clients here in the Inn. She gathers information and passes it on when necessary; otherwise, she keeps quiet about it. When he uses the term “feathers” again, her fingers tense briefly before she turns her gaze to him on her right. “I’m expecting another merchant for parchment and books soon. I’ll see if anything is known in his circles.” Rumors would likely start circulating as soon as word got out that one of her merchants had been arrested for theft. And she was grateful for the distraction from her thoughts. The forest was close by, her past even closer, and none of it should really make her nervous. Yet it did. Her only luck was that her darkest past remained where she had buried it emotionally—far, far away

[07:25:30] Crow (melchior.wardell) would notice the brief tension in her fingers this time, though his expression would remain unchanged. He would not comment on it. Instead, he would simply nod, accepting the information as readily as he would any other piece of intelligence. “Then listen carefully when your merchant arrives,” he would say. “Merchants hear more than they realize. Especially when something unusual happens in their trade.” His gaze would drift toward the forest for a moment before returning to the water. “If there is a name attached to the theft, or a reason for it, pass it along. Rumors are rarely useless. They simply need to be separated from the truth.” A faint, almost knowing smile would touch his lips. “And I promise not to mention feathers again.” He would pause. “For at least a few minutes.” The quiet amusement in his voice would make it clear he had noticed her reaction, but he would leave it there, giving her the courtesy of not asking questions she clearly did not wish to answer.

[07:37:56] пαмıκα тσʟαп (dinara.braveheart) leans her back against the backrest of the swing while he speaks. Every now and then she nods slightly. “Of course,” she replies to his remark that she should pass on the information. When he promises not to mention feathers for a few moments, a slightly annoyed and exasperated groan escapes her: “Are you always so… unpleasant?,” she mutters quietly. Of course, she had noticed the amusement in his tone, and she wasn’t exactly thrilled to be adding to it. Her arms cross over her chest, as if she were using them as a shield to protect herself. An unconscious movement. And if she were watching herself from the outside, she’d probably shake her head at it.

[07:42:49] Crow (melchior.wardell) would glance at her crossed arms, then back to her face. For once, the amusement in his expression would soften rather than sharpen. “Only when people make it so easy,” he would answer, entirely without apology. He would settle back, leaving a comfortable amount of distance between them. His eyes would briefly move toward the water before returning to her. “But no. Not always.” A beat of silence. “Sometimes I am considerably worse.” The corner of his mouth would lift, just enough to make it clear he was deliberately provoking her. Yet he would not pursue the matter further. He had noticed the defensive gesture, and unlike some, he had no need to expose every weakness simply because he had seen it. “Besides,” he would add more quietly, “if I intended to be unpleasant, you would not have to wonder whether I was being so. Some suggests it comes with the trade.”

[07:49:54] пαмıκα тσʟαп (dinara.braveheart) takes a deep breath. “That’s what I was afraid of,” she replies dryly to his remark that he’s sometimes even worse. Her arms relax and her hands rest loosely in her lap. “Your profession makes you uncomfortably inscrutable.” Her gaze fixes on his face. “But I’m glad I’m amusing you.” Her voice now takes on a noticeably more relaxed tone, as if she isn’t taking herself too seriously right now. “I’m slowly realizing why you aren’t allowed to have companions. You’d drive them all crazy.” Laugh lines now form around her eyes—the ones that always appear when she grins behind her veil. Of course, she knows the real reason for the restriction, but even she sometimes feels the need to tease someone. In this case, him and his caste.

[07:59:00] Crow (melchior.wardell) would give a quiet, almost amused exhale at that, his gaze remaining steadily on her. “Inscrutable is useful,” he would say. “Especially when people insist on trying to discover what lies underneath.” At her remark about companions, one eyebrow would rise. “Drive them all crazy?” He would consider that for a moment, apparently giving the accusation far more thought than it deserved. “Perhaps. But that would suggest they stayed long enough to find out.” The faint smile would return. “And you seem remarkably comfortable teasing an assassin about his lack of companions.” His eyes would narrow slightly with playful warning. “Either you are very brave, Innkeeper… or you have finally developed poor judgment.” He would let the silence sit for a heartbeat before adding dryly, “I once had a companion. Before all this black. Now I am sure she was at times pushed to that fine line of insanity. But I doubt it was my undoing.”he jested.

[08:06:39] пαмıκα тσʟαп (dinara.braveheart) Now she really has to laugh. For real. Spontaneously: “People have said both of those things about me. Depending on who you ask, some would say I’m braver than is good for me, while others would surely swear I have the worst judgment of character on this planet.” Her laughter slowly dies down before she shakes her head. “Even if most men deny it, without us women, you’d all be lost,” she grins broadly from behind her veil. In fact, she probably doesn’t mean just the companions, or free women in general. Her past has also taught her that most men would wander through the world hopelessly confused without their slaves. “So I’d guess she didn’t push you into the darkness. She was probably more like one of those who held the light.”

[08:12:21] Crow (melchior.wardell) ‘s expression would grow quieter at that last observation, the teasing ease fading just slightly. He would study her for a moment before looking back toward the water. “Perhaps,” he would say simply. “Some people do not push you into darkness. They simply stand close enough to it that you remember there is still a choice.” He would pause, then glance toward her again. “And perhaps that is why they are harder to forget.” A faint smirk would return, rescuing the moment from becoming too serious. “As for women keeping men from becoming hopelessly lost…” His brow would rise. “I have met enough men to know you may have a point.” He would incline his head toward her. “But I would be careful saying that too loudly. Some men have fragile reputations to maintain.”

[08:23:13] пαмıκα тσʟαп (dinara.braveheart) studies his face intently as his expression changes for a moment, before a smile returns to his lips. “Oh, don’t worry. I’ve certainly encountered fragile male egos before,” she says, also turning her gaze briefly to the water. “And men who think they have to give something up because it gets too close to them.” Her eyes flicker slightly as her brain plays a trick on her, and smoke seems to form on the water before her eyes. Her hand rises, wiping across her eyelids, before she looks back at the water, which is washing up onto the shore in calm waves WITHOUT any smoke. “Maybe that’s why I find the dark shadows so much more pleasant than life in a city.”

[08:26:58] Crow (melchior.wardell) would notice the movement of her hand and the momentary shift in her expression, but he would not immediately ask what she had seen. His gaze would remain on the water for several heartbeats, giving her the space to collect herself. “Cities are loud,” he would say eventually. “Too many eyes. Too many voices. Everyone wanting something from everyone else.” His arms would rest loosely against his sides. “The shadows ask for considerably less.” He would turn his head toward her, studying her calmly. “But they have their own price.” A faint, knowing smile would touch his lips. “People often think darkness means hiding. It doesn’t. Sometimes it simply means you can finally stop pretending to be something you’re not.” He would let that linger before looking back toward the water. “Much depends with whom you are in a city. Perhaps in time you might find someone that even brings calmness in your home when the city is a blaze.”

[08:34:20] пαмıκα тσʟαп (dinara.braveheart) nods as he describes life in the city. When he mentions the price of the shadows, she turns her head back toward him and looks at him silently for a moment before her voice breaks the silence: “Until now, the price has been affordable.” She would probably feel differently if she thought her life were in serious danger. But that hadn’t been the case here yet. “I don’t get the impression that there will ever be anyone again who could make life in a city bearable for me.” Her shoulders rise slightly. She’s probably too young to even consider wanting to stay alone for the rest of her life. But that’s actually her plan. At least for now.

[08:39:33] Crow (melchior.wardell) would study her quietly, his expression giving away little as he considers her words. There would be no immediate joke this time. “Affordable,” he would repeat softly. “That is usually how the price begins.” His gaze would return to the water. “Until one day you discover that you have been paying with things you never realized you possessed.” He would pause, then look back toward her. “As for there being no one capable of making a city bearable…” A faint shrug. “You cannot know that. You simply haven’t met that one yet.” There would be no attempt to convince her, only a simple statement. “People are remarkably good at appearing when you have stopped looking for them.” His mouth would curve into the slightest smile. “And if nobody does, then you have at least chosen your solitude rather than allowing someone else to choose it for you.” He would lean back, his attention settling once more on the calm water. “That is not the worst way to live.”

[08:46:27] пαмıκα тσʟαп (dinara.braveheart) ‘s eyes flicker for a moment when he mentions that the price usually starts that way. For a split second, her thoughts race—is there anything she should have kept in mind? But she still couldn’t quite put her finger on it. As he continues speaking, she waves her hand dismissively. “Well, then I have nothing to fear. I’ve stopped looking for it for far too long for anyone to show up now.” That was her way of dealing with the solitude she’d chosen for herself—with the disappointments of the past and the secrets that had grown out of them. She follows him and turns her gaze back to the water as well. “And if it gets too lonely, I’ll just talk to the Vulos,” she says with a slight smile. “They argue back, too, but I have the advantage of not understanding them.”

[08:49:49] Crow (melchior.wardell) would glance toward her at the mention of the Vulos, and for a moment his expression would remain perfectly serious. “An excellent arrangement,” he would say. “They argue. You don’t understand them. Therefore, you are always right.” The faintest smirk would appear. “I can see why you prefer them to people.” His gaze would drift back toward the water, though his voice would become slightly quieter. “And perhaps that is the advantage of speaking to creatures that cannot understand you. They cannot ask questions about the things you would rather leave buried.” He would let the thought settle before adding, dryly, “Although if one of them starts answering you in perfect Gorean, I recommend leaving immediately.” A pause. “Either you have finally lost your mind…” His eyes would flick toward her. “…or the Vulo has learned something you should be worried about.” with that he would dip his head “And on that note. I have to leave. Have a good day, Innkeeper. And be watcheful about those vulo’s.” he grinned there and headed off

The white cloud of Hiroto

Posted in Black Caste, Black Ember Port, Mastery, Uncategorized on June 4, 2026 by crow1971

[04:40:01] Hosokawa Kinsei – Vesper™ 細川金星 (razius) walked up to the camp and noted the bond. A brief “Tal Kedja.” was offered before he went to collect the offering bowls and then refill them.

[04:41:43] KeDjA (lilli.breda) sets down the clean dishes and looks up when she hears footsteps. “Tal Jarl,” she says, smiling at Vesper and wiping her hands on her tunic as she watches him.

[04:43:17] Crow (melchior.wardell) slammed his brief-opener in the squealing fish so it would stop. It was more of a moment of reflection, to see how hard it was to pierce a dagger into the wood. To feel if there was truly that effect of danger and being the scariest in the room. The fish seemed not to be bothered and continued. He would withdraw the tool and clean it before he would put back to his belt. He would look from one to the other. “Greetings you both. I have good news … Bertram is missing.”
[04:44:42] Crow (melchior.wardell) continued “There is bad news too …. since Klauw is too. So I wonder what might have happened. I doubt they eloped.”

[04:47:55] Hosokawa Kinsei – Vesper™ 細川金星 (razius) filled up the bowls with water, rice, and a few petals before he noted the older Killer returning to the camp. “Good morning Killer.” He offered with a customary nod and then watched him slam the blade into the table. He smirked, seeing the effect it had on the fish was about the same it had on him….which was negligible. If it had stopped with just the display, he might have chalked it up only to Randy’s effect but the mentioning of Bertram and Klauw missing made an eyebrow raise. “If that damn tharlarion has started a war….again…..I will not be pleased.”

[04:49:15] KeDjA (lilli.breda) flinches slightly when she hears the sound of blades scraping against wood and fish. She shakes her head slightly as she watches the knife and the fish, before Crow pulls the blade away again. When she hears the good news, a cheerful chuckle escapes her for a moment. She clears her throat hastily to cover it up. Especially when he continues speaking. Her head tilts slightly. “Has anyone checked the inn’s kitchen yet?” Both Tharlarions were considered gluttonous, and it stood to reason that they would be enjoying themselves there while their owners attended to other matters. Then she remembers something she’d almost forgotten: “Would you like something to drink, Jarl?” That sentence will haunt either her or him in their dreams at some point. Her eyes sparkle with amusement as she keeps her gaze fixed on Crow.

[04:53:16] Crow (melchior.wardell) arched a brow at the ; I will not be pleased. It was something similar as saying ‘foei’ when men were in a bar-fight. As if that would stop any of them. “Let us hope your beast has no bad influence on mine. Since there is little dissapointment but just murder.” he replied. When Kedja offered a drink he shook his head, but seemed to be taken the offer for something quite normal. “No I am fine for now. I need to find that beast.” he stated. “The Inn might be a good spot to start.” he remembered the sausages the Innkeeper made and the effect they had on Klauw.

[04:58:05] Hosokawa Kinsei – Vesper™ 細川金星 (razius) looks at the offering bowls and picked them up, “Just a moment and I’ll join the search with you.” His time in Sendai had given him one thing…if anything at all…more of an understanding of what needed to be dealt with right away and what could be taken care of after tending to things that grounded him and provided him structure. He felt the magma flowing in his internal self but did not allow the steam to escape. He moved inside, made his offerings to those he had set space aside for and then moved back out once more.
[05:00:11] Hosokawa Kinsei – Vesper™ 細川金星 (razius) wiped his hands on the cloth and set it down and then let his teasing begin in earnest, “Well since the bond won’t offer me a drink, let’s head to the inn to see what might be on offer…..perhaps a tharlarion or two.”

[05:02:05] KeDjA (lilli.breda) shrugs when Crow declines a drink. All that mattered to her was the offer itself, not whether he accepted it. She glances back and forth between the two men until Vesper walks toward his tent with the filled bowls. She turns her head to keep an eye on him until he returns. A brief smile plays on her lips. “Oh, forgive me, Jarl. A drink?” she offered. He seemed so busy filling the bowls that it didn’t even occur to her he might be interested in anything else. Until Bertram comes into play.

[05:06:01] Crow (melchior.wardell) spied the girl taking V under observation. A brow arched in curiosity. It meant something was up. He wouldn’t speak of it but waited. Wondering what would come to surface. The shrug was noted too, something that made his jaw set just a bit. As if the mere motion wasn’t in his book when it came to exquisite beauty of a slave. But for once he held his tongue for now. “Let us hope we will find those beasts before the Innkeeper does. She seems to take her time to accept me in her good graces.” he admitted. “Not that it matters. When I am in need of anything more warm and cozy there is someone else that can provide such.” his eyes roam over Kedja in that moment. “But alright when ever you are ready, Killer.”

[05:11:05] Hosokawa Kinsei – Vesper™ 細川金星 (razius) felt Hiroto move to the surface as he returned from the tent. A signal that he was not fully aware of something but that forces were at work. He had paused slightly at the door before leaving his tent and noted the new artwork but he made no mention of it, but Hiroto eyed Kedja as perhaps one of those cuts of meat, wondering how to torture her best. He did not speak, that would give him away. He just nodded and gestured to the Killer to move on.

[05:14:34] KeDjA (lilli.breda) Crow’s remark about the innkeeper elicits an amused smile from her, but it fades as he continues speaking and she feels his gaze. That tingling sensation spreads through her stomach again—that mixture of darkness and joy. Her eyes flicker slightly as she meets his gaze for a moment before looking away. Her muscles tense slightly. Whatever this man stirred in her, it was something she both hated and missed when he ignored her. It was paradoxical. She turned her head and now met Vesper’s gaze as well. Irritation flashed in her eyes, for his gaze suddenly no longer seemed like the one she was used to seeing from him. What was going on here?

[05:21:26] Hosokawa Kinsei – Vesper™ 細川金星 (razius) watched the girl carefully, noted the way her eyes changed. He didn’t speak while the other Killer held his own silence. Instead, he moved to the table with the open bags of flour….looked her in the eye directly….and then batted the bag of flour onto the ground almost with the same energy as a gianni tapping objects off a shelf. He would see how the bond danced.

[05:24:45] KeDjA (lilli.breda) watches Vesper and already senses that something is about to happen that she probably won’t like. And sure enough, the next moment she’s standing in a cloud of flour. She squints her eyes and covers her mouth and nose with one hand, though she coughs anyway because, of course, she reacted too late. She spins around on her heels as if that would help and waves her other hand pointlessly through the air to disperse the cloud.

[05:28:54] Hosokawa Kinsei – Vesper™ 細川金星 (razius) simply tilted his head to the side and watched what happened and then as quickly as Hiroto was here, he was gone, the Record Keeper providing no information from one personality to the next as Vesper heard the coughing and rose to the surface to see what was the matter. He rose his eyebrow slightly and said, “Kedja, you really do need to be more careful.”

[05:33:10] Crow (melchior.wardell) had been in deep thoughts and when he paid attention had no clue as to what happened, but of course would blame the bond. She was the one in layers of flour. “That is a waste of coin. Do you have any idea how that coin was made ? What had to be done before we were able to acquire this bag of flour?” he was teasing of course. “Can you imagine the relatives that are calling out your name in dispair as we need to find a new target to get paid for”

[05:39:47] KeDjA (lilli.breda) mutters under her breath as the men act as if it’s her fault. She turns back around as the fog lifts, and there she stands before them, covered in white powder. Luckily, she isn’t wearing black today. Her eyes sparkle with anger.

[05:43:57] Hosokawa Kinsei – Vesper™ 細川金星 (razius) seemed concerned for the bond now, as if what she had experienced, while he definitely thought was her fault as he had no understanding of what Hiroto had been up to, was somehow requiring action on his part. He grabbed the rep cloth from the side of the table and threw it her way. “I always seem to have the worst luck with clumsy camp slaves…but this one is owned by Arsus…and yet still clumsy.” He shook his head.

[05:45:46] Crow (melchior.wardell) didn’t know Kedja to be clumsy. Hot headed, fierce, amazingly wonderful in the furs, brazen and sassy but clumsy ? No that was not a fit for her. “I think she did it on purpose. What did you say ?” he asks Vesper .”Surely she lost control. Perhaps we should teach her as we teach our lads the control their emotions.”

[05:49:48] KeDjA (lilli.breda) caught the cloth with the reflexes she’d been trained to have—reflexes even the resurgence of her Nordic nature couldn’t suppress. She snorts lightly and mutters, “I didn’t knock over the sack of flour,” then wipes the flour dust from her face with the cloth. Not particularly thoroughly, but at least from her eyes, nose, and mouth. Her head snapped toward Crow, and she stared at him as if he were crazy. He had seen exactly what had happened. And Vesper… he had done it. Once again, she found herself in a situation that—at least in her mind—felt threatening. And once again, Crow was involved. And once again, he was the one pushing things forward. Her body begins to tremble slightly with rage, while she is now truly speechless for the moment.

[05:54:22] Hosokawa Kinsei – Vesper™ 細川金星 (razius) raised his eyebrow slightly higher noting the temper sending the body of the bond to tremble. “Indeed, the neurochemicals in her body are fiercely raging, Killer. Do you see how she trembles…adrenaline coursing through her veins. Do you think she needs a physician?” Razius now moved to the surface to make the assessment along with Vesper.

[05:55:27] Crow (melchior.wardell) had seen nothing. Too deep in thoughts and in the compound – the only place he dared to let his guard down – that meant he truly hadn;t registered. “You didn’t?”he asks with a challenge. “Who else would it have been ? The ghost of the forest … The spirit of the underworld .. The ancestor of the bonds of hte north?” he teased her further. When V spoke he shook his head ‘Nah … it is her temper nothing more … something she really need to control, before I whip it out of her.” he stated, more firm than he might have meant it.

[06:00:57] KeDjA (lilli.breda) tosses the cloth onto the table in front of her and pants slightly before beating the fur draped over her shoulders much harder than necessary. “I don’t need a physician, I’m fine, Jarl,” she forces out through clenched teeth, as if removing the flour required far more strength than it actually did. As Crow speaks, making a mockery of the whole situation in her eyes, the beating grows even more intense. To the point of whipping. This brief remark makes her pause and now she just glares at him angrily. Her fingers dig into the fur before she tenses her shoulders and wraps the fur back around them. She thinks. Of course. Admitting a mistake actually goes against her sense of justice. But at the same time, she fears the whip far more. She was not someone who enjoyed pain. Especially not this kind. Her lips press tightly together before she bends down to right the overturned sack. It wasn’t completely empty, thankfully. In fact, most of the flour was still inside and could thus be saved. The
[06:00:57] KeDjA (lilli.breda): rest… well, that was scattered in the grass

[06:05:50] Hosokawa Kinsei – Vesper™ 細川金星 (razius) noted the flour on his hands and figured it had come from when he tossed the cloth to the bond, his personalities not always keeping track of time and action from one alter to the next. He dusted off his hands and said, “Well, it seems as if Arsus has his hands full with this one.” Vesper clearly had no idea why the bond would be upset at all.

[06:09:15] Crow (melchior.wardell) noted that she didn’t speak who had done it. Something about that made him look at V. For a moment considering the odds. He knew the bond had a sense of understanding when it came to justice. But he wouldn’t dare to accuse anyone else if not given any indication. He would shrug “Arsus likes troublemakers. You should see him on his tarn.” he stated as an example. “It is how these two met. I guess it keeps him entertained.” the fact he too was entertained he left for anyones guess. “So the Inn as in search for the two beasts. With all of this we might have waited to long and the Innkeeper already knows who took her famous sausages.”

[06:12:51] Hosokawa Kinsei – Vesper™ 細川金星 (razius) shrugged, “Yes, two troublesome beasts…the tarn and the bond….surely the problem is with Arsus after all.” he mused and then would follow the Killer.

[06:13:50] KeDjA (lilli.breda) lets out a soft hum. The whole thing with Arsus and his Tarn would normally prompt her to say something. But there was that threat, which is keeping her from wanting to get herself into further trouble. She uses the shoes she’s wearing today—for once—to push the flour across the grass to spread it out. Her eyes flicker slightly, and she shakes her head ever so slightly. After Crow steers the conversation back to the Tharlarions and the landlady, her shoulders relax slightly and she mutters, “You’d better go look for the animals before the innkeeper skewers them.”

The Black Ember Port

Posted in Black Ember Port, Pani, Sanctuay of the Nightbound, Uncategorized on May 9, 2026 by crow1971

[13:17] Hosokawa Mei 芽依 followed him and processed the information he had given. She understood that he explained more to her than he might have given others. The privilege one she would never abuse. As she moved into the camp, she could see it being bigger than the one she visited in Var-Kor. She would bow deeply before the Master Assassin. “Greetings, Lord Master Assassin.” she gave him the full title in the language he would understand. Her smile warm and kind as she posed demure and yet firm before him. She did not bow down out of submission.

[13:19] Crow (melchior.wardell) stood as he always did in the presence of women. It was something he had been taught as a young boy. The freewoman were given the respect they owed. As ever he would be critical in how one portrayed one self but that was another matter. “Tal Killer, lady Mei.” he would incline his head. “I see you have returned in one piece.” the golden coin still laying on the spot he had laid it.

[13:22] Hosokawa Kinsei – Vesper™ 細川金星 (razius) moved Lady Mei next to him within the ring of the campfire. He stood before the venerable older Killer and said, “Tal Killer. The Daimyo has released Lady Mei to me without coin and with his blessing.” He pulled the gold coin off of the wooden log bench that he left there the previous night before and placing it into one of his hidden obi pockets.”One piece indeed, but with an idea after speaking with Kage in Var-Kor today….a refuge….a place where Lady Yoko’s talents could thrive and, perhaps, other Pani could come in time….a place with the significance held in the words Kuro Okibi Minato….Black Ember Port. Would such a venture be possible?” He laid out so much in just a few words and then stood silent before the Killer.

[13:27] Hosokawa Mei 芽依 (adaugoalika) felt the heat of the campfire on her face, but it was nothing compared to the warmth of Kinsei beside her. She was living proof that he had been granted the blessing of the Daimyo. When he spoke of the name Black Ember Port, she felt a thrill of recognition. It wwas a name that carried both the weight of the steel they forged and the hope of the culture they carried. She looked from Kinsei to Crow. Her expression calmj and supportive. A silent pilar for the man who was daring to dream. “An ember is small, but it holds the memory of the fire and the promise of the hearth. To create a refuge where the Pani way can flourish alongside the strength of the Caste… it would be more than a venture. It would be a bridge between the world we left and the world we are building.” she stated in firm support of the man that brought forth the idea.

[13:33] Crow (melchior.wardell) noted the retrieval of the golden coin. His gaze remained fixed on the lady. She was indeed a sight to be hold. She was the living testament of his brother favor. As Vesper spoke of the idea he would listen, wave his hand as to invite them to take a seat. He would wait to take one – only when lady Mei would be seated. “An ember is a dangerous thing, Lady Mei.” he replied with a hint of humor. “It is quiet, yes , it is small. But it is the part of the fire that refuses to die. To build a port on such a foundation suggests a place that is hidden until it is ready to consume.” He turned his attention back to Vesper. his posture shifting as he gave it more thought. “The venture is possible,” he conceded. “But it must be built as we build ourselves: in the shadows, layer by layer. If Lady Yoko’s talents are to thrive there, she must be protected by more than just words. Let us see if this ember can withstand the coming winter.”

[13:40] Hosokawa Kinsei – Vesper™ 細川金星 (razius) listened in calm silence as Lady Mei pulled the concept forth and gave it new light. He saw the poise in how she took such subtlety in phrasing and gave it new meaning. He remained steadfast at her side and looked to the Killer who he trusted more than any other to see what he would say. It was a small movement of his eyes that would track from Lady Mei to the Master Killer, his body otherwise remained calm in its stillness. He waited for Lady Mei to settle on the log where he picked up the golden coin and directed her with a wave of his hand to sit. “The shadows must always hold us, Killer, and that is not something that either you nor I can brazenly ignore. There is a reason we keep to the shadows, it keeps us breathing. The camp should remain such. Yet, I wonder if we created a port…if we financed the port, would we perhaps not find ourselves also able to gain contracts from those who might travel to the port for gambling and entertainment?” He paused, “…and there is one more important thing it could be a place where Lady Yoko and Lady Mei could glean information that was useful to the Caste.”

[13:45] Hosokawa Mei 芽依 moved with deliberate graceful and slow-motion, accepting the invitatioin to sit on the log. She waited for the men to settle, her presence radiating a quiet, focused strenght that matched the weight of the conversation. She bowed her head to the wisdom of his words. She looked toward Kinsei, her expression one of shared resolve. “Lady Yoko and I understand the value of layer by layer. If the Black Ember is to thrive, it must be a place where the shadows are part of the architecture. We will provide the ‘entertainment’ that loosens the mind, and the silk that masks the steel. The information we glean will be the wind that keeps the ember burning through any winter.” she promised. She felt the complexity Kinsei had mentioned earlier. The dappled light of being a Lady who is also a Spymaster. It was a role she felt born to play.

[13:50] Crow (melchior.wardell) watched how the lady would take her seat on the log with the grace of a falling petal. Her words carried the weight of a blade. The proposal had shifted from a sanctuary to a trap and it was a language he understood. “Gambling and silk.” he stated. “The things that strip a man of his caution faster than any torture. You propose to build a port that is not just a refuge, but a filter. A place where the gold of the cities flows into our purses and their secrets inot our ears.” he chuckles. “The lady of your choosing is quite the promise.” he offered to his son. “He turned back to Vesper, his eyes narrowing. “Proceed with your ‘Black Ember Port.’ Use the gold to buy the silence. I have earned more than enough of my share in Ar. If Lady Yoko and Lady Mei can turn the breath of a drunken traveler into the wind that feeds our fire, then we have done more than build a port. We have built a throat through which the secrets of the Vosk will scream.”

[13:57] Hosokawa Kinsei – Vesper™ 細川金星 (razius) waited for the Master Assassin to take a seat and he tended to the fire as the older Killer did so. He watched Lady Mei out of the corner of his eyes and, although his face remained stone, he felt an inner sense of excitement that he was lucky enough to be connected to the woman who held such thoughtful wisdom and prowess. She was an asset to him, yes, but also a force to be reckoned with in her own right. He watched from his place at the fire, the logs placed in their structure before he sat, how each of them saw the merit in each other and the strong symbiosis that could come from the shared space and purpose. “The secrets scream and the hearts of men will be opened. Now, I think you see why she won my heart so easily perhaps?” He sat at the right side of his Master Assassin, his Sensei, and then looked to the woman he loved, his weaver of stars and heartstrings, and he felt joy and peace and he remained still in that moment taking it in.

[14:01] Hosokawa Mei 芽依 felt the weight of Kinsei’s gaze, a warmth that rivaled the fire in the pit. When he spoke of her winning his heart so easily she didn’t blush with the modesty of the girl. She met his eyes with the depth of a woman who knew exactly what she brought to this union. She watched him take his place at the Master Assassins right hand. “The heart is the most difficult lock to pick, Kinsei- dono.” she said softly. Her voice carrying that trace of thoughtfulness. She sat in her stillness with them. A shared moment that felt like the quiet before a magnificent storm. The weaver of stars was no longer just weaving thread.

[14:06] Crow (melchior.wardell) watched the two of them, he saw something different. A shared frequency, a strenght that made a house so much stronger than the sum of its blades. When Vesper spoke of her winning his heart, he would regard the lady. He listened to her response and knew it to be true. “A lock that is picked can be closed again.” he reasons. “A heart that is woven into cause .. that is a knot that even the sharpest of blade can not sever. You have not just won his heart, lady Mei. You have anchored his purpose.” He looked at Vesper, acknowledging the man’s position at his right hand. It was a place of honor, but also a place of shared burden. “You feel peace in this moment, Vesper, because the shadows have finally stopped fighting you,” Crow continued. “But do not mistake this stillness for safety. It is, as the Lady says, the quiet before the storm. The ‘Black Ember Port’ is a dream that will soon wake up hungry.”

[14:17] Hosokawa Kinsei – Vesper™ 細川金星 (razius) looked to the Master Assassin. His words were calm, without challenge, and with understanding of the man. “Killer, in all the time you have known me, you have never known a whole man. You have known a fractured and tortured soul, scattered into a thousand pieces and pulled this way and that by a thousand voices.” His voice was thoughtful now, more so than usual as he said, “In this moment, Killer, when all of me is allowed to live within this camp as a whole man, both Pani and Killer, I am more dangerous than I have ever been because nothing pulls at me, nothing weighs me down, all of me moves forward in the same unified direction.” He looked at the fire briefly and then back to the man, “Some would say that I can no longer be Pani because I am a Killer….that is incorrect. Some would say that I cannot be a Killer because I am Pani….also incorrect. What these people do not realize is that it is BECAUSE I am both at the same time that I no longer need their approval or permission.” He looked to Lady Mei for a moment and then back to the Master Assassin. “She was the first to see all of me and accept me….you are the second….it is the two of you who will eventually see what it means when the quiet and the stillness in me is but the eye of the storm itself….I am the oncoming storm.”